Don't want to sober, anymore...

i want to scream, then tell the world i'm okay, i'm alright, there's nothing going on in my mind...

then i just want to cry, to faint, hoping these tears fade away...

i want to smash you, kick you, hoping i can forget you...

i wish i can... i know i can...

starting all over, friendships not over...

i don't want to sober anymore...

smiling laughing, just go on dancing...

trying to forget the pain, forget that pain...

can't sleep, can't breath, hoped you didn't speak...

wish i wished so hard, right then there's a shooting star,

but i guess it was never meant to be, you and me...

you say you like me, but you never told me...

i hope it doesn't matter but time does matter,

i guess for me, someday you will see...

just can't say it out loud,

no one will listen to what this aching beats' sayin',

but i'll just keep myself repeating, those days are so amazin',

that i've learnt so much... I’ve learnt so much…

all of these are all bizaare... all so new…

still, i just wanted to say thank you...